Wednesday, December 09, 2009
i'm clicking and clicking non-stop on f21 website!
OMG. i saw so many checks again. tie my hands up please?
met baby just now after class to watch Storm Warriors.
rating at 2.5/5? i think its not that good.
i hope the next movie will IMPRESS me. PLEASE!
baby's gonna book in camp for reservist later. :(
will only see him on saturday. aww.. im so used to seeing him everyday liao
suddenly i dun get to see him at work for 3 days. wonder how'll that feel.
4D never strike today. argh.. missed by 1 no. again. ASS!
anyways maybe meeting Merissa tmr for Apheresis donation.
i miss the needle. =x
shift's been changed to 11pm to 7am.
i bought some biscuits to bring to class tmr in case i have hunger pangs.
that's all for the moment. gonna go meet baby later n pei him to his camp!!
CIAOS
she wrote ;7:34 PM.
Tuesday, December 08, 2009
My blog’s growing mushrooms!! Haha. Been so long since I updated.
Here I am, back in my homeland! After 3 months of being away from home, I understood the meaning of homesick. Its really bad especially when u fall sick there. =( been back for almost 3 weeks. Still craving for local food. I missed my bah chor mee the most!!
Been meeting up with friends and catching up but time is that limited due to shift work. Aww.
Delicia and Eddie were finally hitched on the 28th November. Hope they’ll have a blissful marriage.
And oh ya. Just attended Alan’s wedding last Sunday, 6 December at the Civil Servant Club at Bukit Batok.
That place was fantastic, better than what I’ve expected, and of cos better than that Dragon Gate Restaurant at Harbourfront (bad service and manager fucked up). I loved the wedding photos that they took, the cartoon montage on how they met and the morning highlights of cos. I was really touched and nearly teared when the cartoon montage was on, the little details on how they met, to how they got together, their first date, his first proposal and as well as the second one which was videoed when he proposed at Mount Faber. Awww. How sweet. Honestly, out of 10 weddings that I have worked for, I think only 2-3 have such heartwarming videos.
Good job ALAN.!
Anyways this 3 weeks have been training and training. Roulette will be main game. The calculations can really wear my brain cells out sometimes. But its challenging though and I find that I have improved a lot compared to my ICG days. Been split into different group from baby but I still get to see him everyday except for the part where we have different off days. Hmm. But still baby did fulfill his promise to watch movies with me and he has done so for straight 3 days after class. Thanks baby!!
So I’ve cleared,
- Twilight New Moon
- Zombieland
- Ninja Assassin
Coming Up (Baby’s nightmare)
- Storm Warriors
- Avatar
- Mulan
- Bodyguards and Assassins
- The Perfect Getaway
- The Imaginarium Doctor Parnassus
- Did You Hear About The Morgans
- The Princess and The Frog
Movies 2010
- Sherlock Holmes
- Alvin and The Chipmunks 2
- Daybreakers 2010
- The Treasure Hunter
- Cirque Du Freak – The Vampire’s Assistant
- The Spy Next Door (Jackie Chan)
- Legion
- 20th Century Boys Part 3
- True Legend (Jay Chou)
- Rec 2
- The Cabin In The Woods
- Iron Man 2
- Shrek Forever After
- A Nightmare On Elm Street
- Cats And Dogs: The Revenge Of Kitty Galore
- Salt
- Resident Evil – After life
- The Chronicles Of Narnia: The Voyage Of The Dawn Treader
- Gulliver’s Travel
That’s all for the moment. I think its scary but what to do, its like an addiction. Just like how baby is hooked onto smoking right? Haha. Anyways. I wanna take a rest and watch 百万大歌星.
CIAOS
Here I am, back in my homeland! After 3 months of being away from home, I understood the meaning of homesick. Its really bad especially when u fall sick there. =( been back for almost 3 weeks. Still craving for local food. I missed my bah chor mee the most!!
Been meeting up with friends and catching up but time is that limited due to shift work. Aww.
Delicia and Eddie were finally hitched on the 28th November. Hope they’ll have a blissful marriage.
And oh ya. Just attended Alan’s wedding last Sunday, 6 December at the Civil Servant Club at Bukit Batok.
That place was fantastic, better than what I’ve expected, and of cos better than that Dragon Gate Restaurant at Harbourfront (bad service and manager fucked up). I loved the wedding photos that they took, the cartoon montage on how they met and the morning highlights of cos. I was really touched and nearly teared when the cartoon montage was on, the little details on how they met, to how they got together, their first date, his first proposal and as well as the second one which was videoed when he proposed at Mount Faber. Awww. How sweet. Honestly, out of 10 weddings that I have worked for, I think only 2-3 have such heartwarming videos.
Good job ALAN.!
Anyways this 3 weeks have been training and training. Roulette will be main game. The calculations can really wear my brain cells out sometimes. But its challenging though and I find that I have improved a lot compared to my ICG days. Been split into different group from baby but I still get to see him everyday except for the part where we have different off days. Hmm. But still baby did fulfill his promise to watch movies with me and he has done so for straight 3 days after class. Thanks baby!!
So I’ve cleared,
- Twilight New Moon
- Zombieland
- Ninja Assassin
Coming Up (Baby’s nightmare)
- Storm Warriors
- Avatar
- Mulan
- Bodyguards and Assassins
- The Perfect Getaway
- The Imaginarium Doctor Parnassus
- Did You Hear About The Morgans
- The Princess and The Frog
Movies 2010
- Sherlock Holmes
- Alvin and The Chipmunks 2
- Daybreakers 2010
- The Treasure Hunter
- Cirque Du Freak – The Vampire’s Assistant
- The Spy Next Door (Jackie Chan)
- Legion
- 20th Century Boys Part 3
- True Legend (Jay Chou)
- Rec 2
- The Cabin In The Woods
- Iron Man 2
- Shrek Forever After
- A Nightmare On Elm Street
- Cats And Dogs: The Revenge Of Kitty Galore
- Salt
- Resident Evil – After life
- The Chronicles Of Narnia: The Voyage Of The Dawn Treader
- Gulliver’s Travel
That’s all for the moment. I think its scary but what to do, its like an addiction. Just like how baby is hooked onto smoking right? Haha. Anyways. I wanna take a rest and watch 百万大歌星.
CIAOS
she wrote ;6:27 PM.
Sunday, October 04, 2009
i just woke up after stoning for around half an hour.
yesterday baby and i stayed at home till evening before heading to this club "PITSTOP"
where there are girls and more girls. haha.
kinda weird to be there with baby but its a new experience.
hanyong called me when i was on my way back
asked me bout my situation in Manila.
asked me bout the typhoon
asked me bout how i was
after which he text me a long msg when i was at James place waiting for baby
i didn't know what to reply. it was all out of a sudden.
then this morning, he called again.
and i admitted i am attached right now and he said he felt like shit
he thanked me in the most sarcastic way for everything and hung up
at that moment i really felt damn bastard even though we broke up not because of my new bf. i just couldn't go on with trying to tell myself that i can accept things which i already know i cannot accept. and i'm so tired of giving in all the time.
i felt lousy last night and i talked to Merissa
i just didn't know what i should do or handle stuffs.
all i can think of is to run away from the problem.
baby has been treating me real good, being sweet and accommodating to me but it only made me keep wanting more. i haven felt that pampered and loved for a really long time after that tremendous setback on my r/s just last year. but whenever i keep wanting for more, the more i feel lousier. just because i didn't wanna give in, just because i wanna enjoy taking in, i do it at the expense of others. i feel lousy as a girlfriend and i dun even feel worth doing so many things for. i'm just so fucking stressed up again when the only solution that i can think of is to run away.
yesterday baby and i stayed at home till evening before heading to this club "PITSTOP"
where there are girls and more girls. haha.
kinda weird to be there with baby but its a new experience.
hanyong called me when i was on my way back
asked me bout my situation in Manila.
asked me bout the typhoon
asked me bout how i was
after which he text me a long msg when i was at James place waiting for baby
i didn't know what to reply. it was all out of a sudden.
then this morning, he called again.
and i admitted i am attached right now and he said he felt like shit
he thanked me in the most sarcastic way for everything and hung up
at that moment i really felt damn bastard even though we broke up not because of my new bf. i just couldn't go on with trying to tell myself that i can accept things which i already know i cannot accept. and i'm so tired of giving in all the time.
i felt lousy last night and i talked to Merissa
i just didn't know what i should do or handle stuffs.
all i can think of is to run away from the problem.
baby has been treating me real good, being sweet and accommodating to me but it only made me keep wanting more. i haven felt that pampered and loved for a really long time after that tremendous setback on my r/s just last year. but whenever i keep wanting for more, the more i feel lousier. just because i didn't wanna give in, just because i wanna enjoy taking in, i do it at the expense of others. i feel lousy as a girlfriend and i dun even feel worth doing so many things for. i'm just so fucking stressed up again when the only solution that i can think of is to run away.
she wrote ;12:21 PM.
Saturday, October 03, 2009
I AM STUCK IN ANOTHER TYPHOON ONCE AGAIN
How great? i have to spend my birthday at home curfew-ing
celebration at REDBOX was cancelled. :(
was really disappointed. oh well but there wasn't a choice.
haven been updating since last week cos i was caught in a typhoon.
"TYPHOON ONDOY" i think if i remembered correctly.
woke up one morning hot and frustrated only to realize electricity's off
basement carpark was flooded till the cars were submerged
walking paths was almost till knee length.
i was totally amazed and surprised cos we haven had that in SG before
i wasn't panicking but instead i rushed down with my camera to take some snapshots
haha. with my wake up bed hair and my geeky white framed specs
we all then received news that we have no class and have to stay indoors.
poor baby was stuck outside in the traffic jam caused by the flood
(right i haven updated that i got attached to one of my colleague here)
the flood was so bad that even the cab had water gushing in till below baby's knee :(
was waiting patiently for baby to be back after around 4-5 hours.
soon in the evening water went out and it was crazy.. cant bathe.
luckily i still managed to bathe before the water went out.
apparently baby's block's electricity was not affected so i moved over to his place
next day a group of us went to look for lodging.
we stayed at Renaissance Hotel, a five star.
woo. USD95 per night. sounds cheap eh
i grabbed all the bathing amenities and some small items
sounds so cheapo eh. haha Nick and Tim was laughing at me. arghh.
caught SURROGATES with baby, stacy, tim and elvin
whole situation between the 3 of them is complicated.
like entering warzone. anytime will step on landmines
jeannie, diana and emma also joined us for a movie after having supper at the Seattles Coffee House. woo. they got great omelettes and sandwiches. yumm.
we checked out early next day for a briefing back at our condo area
we've got to fill up this CRA form to apply for our license.
accomodation was also arranged for us at an apartment hotel "COPACABANA"
packed our stuffs and we left for that place in less than an hour
the building looked dilapidated from the outside but the interior of the rooms were great. it felt so homely with a kitchen, living room and a bedroom. even bigger than the units of our condo. -_- was supposed to stay there but in the end i moved back to my block when i was informed that the electricity and water is up.
HOME is still the best place to stay in.
had to do some laundry, housekeeping and pack ups, it all took me like 3hrs. -_-
but i was glad i'm back
then the next day in school, we were warned of a supertyphoon "PARMA" to hit us.
omg. i just prayed that i wouldn't have to move out again.
days went by and on the eve of my birthday, baby surprised me with a birthday cake at midnight and a little present from him. a box of 184 hearts folded from ciggs paper.
how sweet. =)that was the best birthday present i ever had. HONESTLY
told debb my wish, she didn't believe. haha
All i wanted was for world peace and for the victims of this storm to quickly regain back their homes and what they have lost. Get out of the trauma and start over anew.
i really hate to see when calamities strikes but its just nature.
on my birthday itself we were sent home halfway during lesson
typhoon was estimated to arrive at 9pm last night
we were all told to stay home. aww.
and yupp was cooped up at home with baby watching movies.
but i cant help but feel disappointed that my birthday went away just like that
the day that i have waited for so long, every once a year. hais.
oh well. some stuffs also happened recently and i'm getting so tired of masking.
sometimes i really wished that i had to courage to shout it all loud in their faces.
tell them how fake they are and how worthless i feel i am when all that i have done is being taken for granted when i was being genuine about everything.
i could only complain and complain but eventually i do nothing about it cos i just couldn't bear to lay hands on it. how lousy can i be. =(
How great? i have to spend my birthday at home curfew-ing
celebration at REDBOX was cancelled. :(
was really disappointed. oh well but there wasn't a choice.
haven been updating since last week cos i was caught in a typhoon.
"TYPHOON ONDOY" i think if i remembered correctly.
woke up one morning hot and frustrated only to realize electricity's off
basement carpark was flooded till the cars were submerged
walking paths was almost till knee length.
i was totally amazed and surprised cos we haven had that in SG before
i wasn't panicking but instead i rushed down with my camera to take some snapshots
haha. with my wake up bed hair and my geeky white framed specs
we all then received news that we have no class and have to stay indoors.
poor baby was stuck outside in the traffic jam caused by the flood
(right i haven updated that i got attached to one of my colleague here)
the flood was so bad that even the cab had water gushing in till below baby's knee :(
was waiting patiently for baby to be back after around 4-5 hours.
soon in the evening water went out and it was crazy.. cant bathe.
luckily i still managed to bathe before the water went out.
apparently baby's block's electricity was not affected so i moved over to his place
next day a group of us went to look for lodging.
we stayed at Renaissance Hotel, a five star.
woo. USD95 per night. sounds cheap eh
i grabbed all the bathing amenities and some small items
sounds so cheapo eh. haha Nick and Tim was laughing at me. arghh.
caught SURROGATES with baby, stacy, tim and elvin
whole situation between the 3 of them is complicated.
like entering warzone. anytime will step on landmines
jeannie, diana and emma also joined us for a movie after having supper at the Seattles Coffee House. woo. they got great omelettes and sandwiches. yumm.
we checked out early next day for a briefing back at our condo area
we've got to fill up this CRA form to apply for our license.
accomodation was also arranged for us at an apartment hotel "COPACABANA"
packed our stuffs and we left for that place in less than an hour
the building looked dilapidated from the outside but the interior of the rooms were great. it felt so homely with a kitchen, living room and a bedroom. even bigger than the units of our condo. -_- was supposed to stay there but in the end i moved back to my block when i was informed that the electricity and water is up.
HOME is still the best place to stay in.
had to do some laundry, housekeeping and pack ups, it all took me like 3hrs. -_-
but i was glad i'm back
then the next day in school, we were warned of a supertyphoon "PARMA" to hit us.
omg. i just prayed that i wouldn't have to move out again.
days went by and on the eve of my birthday, baby surprised me with a birthday cake at midnight and a little present from him. a box of 184 hearts folded from ciggs paper.
how sweet. =)that was the best birthday present i ever had. HONESTLY
told debb my wish, she didn't believe. haha
All i wanted was for world peace and for the victims of this storm to quickly regain back their homes and what they have lost. Get out of the trauma and start over anew.
i really hate to see when calamities strikes but its just nature.
on my birthday itself we were sent home halfway during lesson
typhoon was estimated to arrive at 9pm last night
we were all told to stay home. aww.
and yupp was cooped up at home with baby watching movies.
but i cant help but feel disappointed that my birthday went away just like that
the day that i have waited for so long, every once a year. hais.
oh well. some stuffs also happened recently and i'm getting so tired of masking.
sometimes i really wished that i had to courage to shout it all loud in their faces.
tell them how fake they are and how worthless i feel i am when all that i have done is being taken for granted when i was being genuine about everything.
i could only complain and complain but eventually i do nothing about it cos i just couldn't bear to lay hands on it. how lousy can i be. =(
she wrote ;11:33 AM.
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
here i am blogging again.
am now at james place for some drinking session but i'm not drinking
haha. just relaxing at one corner in my own world.
i miss aiai who hasn't called me for a few days. =(
i got so much to tell her. -_-
i broke up with him last week and its the fifth day now
tremendous changes and stuffs happened.
just dunno how to start and what to start with. arghh.
tell me about it. away in MANILA and having to face my problems alone.
what's more? i miss my family and friends. HOMESICK now!
i'm just too tired to think of anything now.
i just cant help feeling sorry if i hurt him.
i just cant help thinking about how lousy i am. hmm.
breaking up and meeting someone else, that was the last scenario that could have ever happened to me. hmm.
goodness. shall update again then!
am now at james place for some drinking session but i'm not drinking
haha. just relaxing at one corner in my own world.
i miss aiai who hasn't called me for a few days. =(
i got so much to tell her. -_-
i broke up with him last week and its the fifth day now
tremendous changes and stuffs happened.
just dunno how to start and what to start with. arghh.
tell me about it. away in MANILA and having to face my problems alone.
what's more? i miss my family and friends. HOMESICK now!
i'm just too tired to think of anything now.
i just cant help feeling sorry if i hurt him.
i just cant help thinking about how lousy i am. hmm.
breaking up and meeting someone else, that was the last scenario that could have ever happened to me. hmm.
goodness. shall update again then!
she wrote ;1:24 AM.
Monday, September 14, 2009
its the 3rd week that we are here
kinda getting used to the weather and environment here
its not that dangerous after all..
time is clicking and so is my r/s
its been going on rough patches for the past few days
lots of stuffs happened. lots of realization.
quarrels. arguments. tears. emolution
i feel so much pain. sadness and tears
i dunno what i should or should not do.
it just bothers me so much that i just cant get it off my mind
the past four months have been maintained with much effort from e both of us
we both did our part. we both had our moment of anger and unhappiness as well.
i miss the sweet moments and the happy times.
i just hope that you have a better way of expressing yourself
at least i know im being loved and cherished.
i so sick of it. why does it always have to be that way.
shall blog another time then.
i need to take some time and think.
kinda getting used to the weather and environment here
its not that dangerous after all..
time is clicking and so is my r/s
its been going on rough patches for the past few days
lots of stuffs happened. lots of realization.
quarrels. arguments. tears. emolution
i feel so much pain. sadness and tears
i dunno what i should or should not do.
it just bothers me so much that i just cant get it off my mind
the past four months have been maintained with much effort from e both of us
we both did our part. we both had our moment of anger and unhappiness as well.
i miss the sweet moments and the happy times.
i just hope that you have a better way of expressing yourself
at least i know im being loved and cherished.
i so sick of it. why does it always have to be that way.
shall blog another time then.
i need to take some time and think.
she wrote ;12:08 AM.
Monday, September 07, 2009
its been a week plus since i arrived in Manila for my training
its the monsoon season now so its raining everyday
we are staying in a condo rented by our company
and best thing of all debb is my roommate and shijie is just staying at the next block
the first four days since arrival was holiday so we hung out and explored this new environment. we were brought out for a day tour to some shopping malls.
it was like an eye opener for us. i was surprised their shopping malls were rather big and ATAS!
Food here to me is getting hellish. i see chicken chicken and chicken all e time.
fried food is also the main type of food the filipinos like the most. lucky im not entering a halal community if not i would probably die. apparently the food are mostly salty or if not its filled with MSG. how great. i'll probably have hypertension, heart disease, kidney problem when i'm back. =(
i miss the bak kut teh, char kway tiao, carrot cake, bah chor mee.. -_-
i wanna go back so soon. i miss my family and friends.
i miss everything about SG...
and most of all I MISS HIM..
nights have been lonely when we haven talked for almost 3 days
im worried. now i understand how he felt when i didn't call him for a few days
but still i did text but now not even a text from him.
its gonna be the fourth day that im not receiving any news from him
not a single text, email, msn msg or call.
im getting really worried wondering if he's okay. that feeling sucks like hell.
fark man. i really hate that. WHERE ARE YOU EXACTLY?
sent you an email today hoping that its cos of not having my philippines no. that's why you haven called. i lost your sg no. and now i can only email you and wait for you on msn, tell me how that feels. i dunno what else i can or should do.
i hope ure really doing fine.
its the monsoon season now so its raining everyday
we are staying in a condo rented by our company
and best thing of all debb is my roommate and shijie is just staying at the next block
the first four days since arrival was holiday so we hung out and explored this new environment. we were brought out for a day tour to some shopping malls.
it was like an eye opener for us. i was surprised their shopping malls were rather big and ATAS!
Food here to me is getting hellish. i see chicken chicken and chicken all e time.
fried food is also the main type of food the filipinos like the most. lucky im not entering a halal community if not i would probably die. apparently the food are mostly salty or if not its filled with MSG. how great. i'll probably have hypertension, heart disease, kidney problem when i'm back. =(
i miss the bak kut teh, char kway tiao, carrot cake, bah chor mee.. -_-
i wanna go back so soon. i miss my family and friends.
i miss everything about SG...
and most of all I MISS HIM..
nights have been lonely when we haven talked for almost 3 days
im worried. now i understand how he felt when i didn't call him for a few days
but still i did text but now not even a text from him.
its gonna be the fourth day that im not receiving any news from him
not a single text, email, msn msg or call.
im getting really worried wondering if he's okay. that feeling sucks like hell.
fark man. i really hate that. WHERE ARE YOU EXACTLY?
sent you an email today hoping that its cos of not having my philippines no. that's why you haven called. i lost your sg no. and now i can only email you and wait for you on msn, tell me how that feels. i dunno what else i can or should do.
i hope ure really doing fine.
she wrote ;3:33 PM.
